Wednesday, June 17, 2009

When he is not around...

I have been writing something and then deleting it, writing again and again deleting it for last couple of minutes. Because I didnt want to use any words that will reflect a feeling of being alone or of missing someone.

The whole day goes by fine but as it comes to the evening, (the time when he comes in quietly and makes an attempt at scaring me and succeeding most of the times.. hmphhh...) I realize thats exactly the feeling around.. that of missing him. Even though its the same me who gets irritated when he throws his laptop bag, the shoes, the belt, the wallet, ah.. i mean everything around.. when he is back from work.

Now there was an offsite being planned at work but he didn't want to go.. He thinks it will be better if we both go together to whichever tourist destination it is... Of course that will be great but its also nice to go and enjoy with office gang is what I think. So, I insisted and made him say yes for it. It was also because I got a feeling that his backing out made some of his friends also decide against going and that would have been unfair... Hope they enjoy next few days with some interesting activities. This is definitely going to be the highlight.. provided the video has not scared him already..

While friends 'a', 'b' and 'c' suggested I come to their place if I am scared or get bored or just to spend time with them, i thought i will be good lazying around at home. Its not being rude, i hope. I might meet them in the coming days as Amit is back only on Sunday morning.. anyways, then suddenly the thought of not having met another friend 'd' ever since I moved to dubai came haunting and I think I will go to meet her tomorrow.. Lets see..

As for spending the evening is concerned, there is cozy soft light in the room, some nice instrumental music playing on and I am off to read a book I am half way through.. before that, lemme raid the fridge for some salad and make myself a mocktail.. howzzat?

Nope: I am not missing anybody .. :(

8 comments:

Prashanti :) said...

Hey have some fun on your own .. lounge on the couch all day long and catch up on all the old movies :) and before you know it you will have the shoe and laptop throwing, to be irritated at :)

Solilo said...

Awww....

Tara, You are in LUBBBBBB... Misshing your hubby and don't want to accept it. So cute

I love such spare moments when I am all alone. I never feel lonely. Gosh! there seems to be some problem with me nahin? :)))

hitchwriter said...

booooooo !!

did I scar ya !!????

lol...

Enjoy the time alone with yourself... I love such times... you are your own boss and cook what you please and eat what you please and go out when you please and everything at your own wishes... !!!!!!!!! he he he.... I like that idea...

Masood said...

:)

This is coming straight from the horse's mouth:

Someone is also missing his wife. I hear a name being mentioned almost every few minutes. It is THAT much.

Enjoy!

harshika said...

Hey Hi,

Firstly, thanks for visiting my blog. It always gives me such a thrill to see my two and a half visitors..he he he, so much for blog traffic!

I totally understand this post, my hubster has been away for a week to UK and returns tomorow...but this time i noticed I didnt miss him so much simply because the new lil' man in my life leaves no time even to breathe!! Earlier I used to consider the net my lifeline too, it can get addictive na? I miss my time on it but motherhood like I said is all consuming...anyhoo, I shall return again and go through your archives...seems like a fun bloggy to moi...

And ure in Dubai eh? glad to connect...

cheers
harshika
dubai

mindspace said...

@Prashanti: It is has been like that. before i know its time for him to be back :P tomorrow morning, that is. so a full one day still to myself..

@Solilo: No honey, there is no problem with you.. its always good to spend some time with yourself.. it makes u better prepared for things.. and this lubb i tell u is such a pain!! :P

@Dhiren: You are right.. its out of this world feeling. I have cooked just once in last 3 days.. nobody to crib and ask me to switch off the light, not do the khitar pitar on keyboard and blah blah.. and you already know what fun I am into :O

@Masood: THAT is really TOO much masood. how can u jhelo such someone around u.. u should have sent him back already... hehe.. but u know what i am missing? the long drives u guys are enjoying there in the amazing beauty.. sigh sigh.. waiting for the pics now.

@Harshika: Hi Dear, welcome here! I am sure you are enjoying with your little one.. I just saw the latest pics you have put up in your blog :) God bless.. n yeah, we are in Discovery Gardens.

Anonymous said...

PJ: you "he" is no doubt a-round :)

Iya said...

yes u are tara,and y not accept it..that another feeling all together..